[LIFE] ::: Aq bukan S.N.O.G.S.N.A.G

Lately..
i don't know why..
coz i felt like too weird of my friends...
its look that..aq mcm da di'cop' gay..
OMG...
i NOT a gay man ok..
even i b friends with all that type of men although that type of women...
frankly,,,
i like to b friends with them,,
coz i felt they know MUCH how to repect others...
xmcm insan2 ygg bajet 'STRAIGHT' tuh..
bapak xboleyh blah!
jantan2 yg bajet hot...hensem...tp hidup hanyelah sekadar semut di bawah bangkai pokok..
ade hati nak komen2 hidop org..
so..please,, sedar diri skit ok..!
all creation have their own weakness N' advantages..
so do u all..
once u humilate others,,that's mean u humilate your own creator..
btw,,
to those are always humilate the weakness of others...
TOLONG CERMIN DIRI k!
once HE take back what your GOD gve u...u are nothing...
'kehenseman'..'kekacakan'..'kechanteeekkkan'..that's are temporary...
inner beauty such as...a noble heart will forever..until the next world after death..
believe me!

N'...
i want give u know...that..
i'm not a gay...!
i've dream for a marriage..and plan for a reception ceremony at Grand Ballroom of international Hotel..
also...i dream of a child...and a perfect family of me...
even i planned it for 10 years from now...that's doesn't meant i'm a gay..
i plan it for a better life..a harmony and peaceful family...
i quite disspointed when this slander faces me lately...
pleasseeeee people out there...
don't judge people by it outside...
b'coz their inner personality are much better..!

[S.A.H.A.B.A.T] :: It's subjective!

Finally...
i met my friend back...
closest relation between me and him have cause a phenomena when we were in High School...
yeah...we are too close..N' we had an argument..
it again have cause a tragedic pnenomena...hahahhaa

lookin' like both of us just like an artist right..
everyone wanna know bout us..
especially our teacher...
yeah..mene tidaakknyerr...
we are a great closest friend when we were in High Schoool..
learn together..
joining a sport club together...
uniform commitee also together..
and in 'elite' class also the way how we can show that we are close...huhuhuhu....

N'...lately...
we had an argument again...and the 2 years story happened again...
all this because of my fuck feeling...
always thing bout bad behaviour of him...

Suddenly..
Adam n' Daus asked me to go out with them..
and they decide to invited Syamim together..
n surprisingly..
he agree with our planned..
huhuhu....syukran!
n tonight is the happiest night that i have...
i felt like i want sing a lot of song that have in this world...
hahahahaha....
ofkosLAH!
lame xjumpe...
but...dispointedly...
he only shaked my hand...
but,,,refuse to talk to me...
he said...i quite arrogant..
and he scared to talk to me...even look at my face..
huh!
that's only an excuse ok!
there's a lot of ways to get me back..
anyway...
if you read this..
just talk to me...brave your word...
i'm not mad at u...just a bit disspointed..
=='
believe me...
u as my friend...and always in my heard dear fren...

[Life] :: Siapa...?? Mengapa...?

Sebelum ni...
aq 'terlalu' baek...dengn seseorg..
sehinggakan..aq xkesah dimalukan & dihina oleh 'dia'..
i believe..she's a noble women..
i didn't care it much what she did to me..

'terlalu' bnyk..
kekadang..bile aq tersedar..
owh my...aq da menghambekn diri padenye..!!
btw,,
i felt soo regret..
she's not the perfect women at all..
so do i..
but..i'll never humilate others..
till made someone lost his/her spirit N' hope to future someone life...
that was what she did to me...

but know..i realize..
she's not meant to me..
so..what i waitin' for...
angkat kaki N' blah...
'id' ade yg terase mse bce entrees nieyh..
minx maaf bnyk2..
i had a lot sick of u...
believe me..i'm soo dispointed along with u...
N' i'll always makesure..all of it are paid by u!
wait 4 my revenge..!

p/s :: u are not know me better..i'm also not an ordinary man..
lookin' smart N' fool but not easily fooled..
once u play my heart..i'll destroy your life..

[Senyum~Revengement] :: Tak perlu kata apa2x..

Senyum...
Senyum..xperlu kata apa2x...

-huh-
everytimes if i wrote a blog OR a posted...
that must i had a probs...
N'..for sure i've no place to talk to others...
errrmmm...
so...blog is the suitable place for me to do that...

Lately..
errrrmmm...it's too hard to me for 'smile'...
maybe..
situation nowdays are too different than before..
i hope someone will b in my shoes N feel my  situatiion...hope sngt2x...
but..who are willing to do so...?
no one right...?
they only know for a judgement...and revengenment...
errrmmm...dunie!
smuer org nk jadik hakim,, tapi...
xsetepat yg sepatutnyerr...
btw,, i'll wait for the 'kiamat' court..
and there...we'll see...who are wrong...and beside it..

believe me...
hard to smile aren't my normal attitude...
to those that success changed me to this attitude...
i gve a big clap to them..but remember...
i'm not the one who easily to forget...
everything that happened to me without willingness from me...i'll take a revengement..
u all will never escape from this...
i'll makesure...all of u'll recieve the suitable destroy life as what u destroyed and done to me!
R.E.M.E.M.B.E.R!!!!

[College] :: Next Project! -Entreprenuership-

so,,
next xtvities goes to.....

                        |'Homestay Kuala Klawang'
                        | http://kualaklawanghomestay.wordpress.com/about/

this is for my Entreprenuership subject that will be held on 17 July this year..
for this project it devided by 2 phase..
1st phase will be trip to Kuala Klawang Homestay located at Negeri Sembilan near to Jelebu..
that will make us visit the site of our project and participate of all the activities provided..
and it'll cost a lot beb!

then,, we all will face the next phase which is the 2nd phase..
it's we must invite a or two speaker from that homestay to give us know how they develope their homestay till reached the success of homestay bussiness..
Then, Madamme Rita asked us to setup a theme restaurant as what we've done before..
that's 'Fine Dinning Restaurant'..
setup a themes..food and etc..

that would be the main agenda for our project this month..
and i hope my group will show the best progress than others!!


Let us break the record beb!
N' i cant wait for the next project..
it'll challeges me a lot!

[Kisah] :: Dia!

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